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On 9/19/19, I ceased operation on this bandcamp in order to avoid becoming artistically repetitive. Then, I lived for a while, and then, in October 2021, for all 31 days of that month, the negative things in my life glaringly outweighed the positive ones by such a substantial margin that I would wind up calling emotional crisis hotlines more that month than I had in my entire life.

I'm happy to report that this month had been beginning to go much better, although several emotional issues and problems are still following me around, but not to the severe extent that they had through the entirety of those 31 days. Then, today, I hit a curb for the second time in three weeks, causing a fifth car repair to be needed in 6 weeks. My friends happened to be in the area by dumb luck. They fixed my car with the spare and I went home.

After calling my case worker about the accident, I pledged to the emotional crisis hotline supporter that I would go try to mellow myself out. Then, I felt an uncontrollable, unworldly surge of energy, tore my hoodie off, and shat this out in one take. My previous record for "Time improvised on my rig without fucking up" was six minutes, so I think that it speaks to the inextricable, agonizing depression that I've been experiencing lately that my new record is twenty-some-fuck minutes. I must also point out that the events that led to the state that I was and still am in happened on 11/11/21 completely circumstantially this time. 8/18/18 was a deliberate "happy accident," as was 9/19/19; this time around, 11/11/21 was accidentally perceived, caused, and realized on 11/11/21.

Why did I bother losing 65 pounds in 2 years? Why did I adopt 2 cats? Why did I bother to surround myself with people that love and respect me? Why am I abstaining from alcohol use? Why am I doing all of these things? I want to be DEAD. Why am I doing all of the right things now? Why am I happy? What is this? I'M SO AFRAID. HELP ME.

[[[*sigh* Yeah, for those that liked the untitled full-length...]]]

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released November 11, 2021

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Q24 Connecticut

Eerie, stoic lo-fi noise/industrial, often with with a spacey ambient twist to it.

SOUNDS LIKE: Maurizio Bianchi, Mauthausen Orchestra, Carl Crack's 'Black Ark,' NON, Gescom's 'Minidisc,' DJ Smallcock, Vangelis, agonizing & inextricable depression that will not stop lol

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